I'm feeling very moody. This isn't the result of hormonal imbalances even though I am having my period now. It's just the things my housemates said and did that tapped my nerves and I felt kinda upset and angry even though I didn't flare up. Instead, I was just calm and kinda emotionless.
However, that was only the catalyst. Something else she said lead to a string of cognitive processes that got me really down now. I feel like whining/crying to someone but I realised there isn't anyone (1) who's awake at this time, (2) who understands the situation I'm in and why I'm feeling like that (3) who's free to 'entertain me' (4) who I can trust and (5) who I can speak openly and freely to. Usually, when I have feelings like this, I'll call home in hope that my negative feelings will be alleviated a little by listening to someone's voice or basically, any of my close friends or family. Somehow, that didn't work for today.
I hope no one steps on my toes in the next few days by upsetting me any further. This can prove to be a little tough at times when I am living in a 'close knitted community'. The only way I can go about it is to socially isolate myself for a few days and hopefully, I will recover by then.
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